My “Borderline” battle…

Life on the Borderline...

Everyday is a battle. A battle against the mind. A battle to stay alive.

To say that this condition, borderline personality disorder, is difficult to live with, would be an understatement.

Every day is like living in a prison. most days don’t feel much like living at all. I’m in prison. Fighting to get out of my own mind. Battling the intrusive thoughts telling you you’re not good enough, you’re unloveable, you’re unworthy and the people around you would be better off if you were dead.

One word, one look, one interaction, one memory can set you back in your day. It can feel like a rejection, a catastrophe, a nightmare, something beyond your ability to cope.

You convince yourself you’re better off alone. No one wants you. You battle the constant need for company with the need to be alone. You constantly feel like a bother. A Nuisance. A…

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